You don’t even see the code anymore, you just see blonde's, brunettes, and redheads, or why you’re always the former fat kid. This is called a hook, and If you are a subscriber and read till the end it will make sense, I promise.
However, if this is the first collection of red pilled field reports that you have read, you’re in for a treat. There’s a few core concepts to get out of the way, then you get to see Billy advances through the scoreboard. The scoreboard is a red pilled term to describe men starting from a position of pure desperation and finding their Frame. It starts with the first scoreboard: your wife is constantly putting up points and nothing you do is good enough. She is both the opposing team and the referee, which isn’t an accident. Men in this stage have to work at getting out of their wifes Frame, learning to process the world from their own Mental Point of Origin, and not their wife’s. Shorthand, it’s always asking ‘what’s in it for me?’ to any situation you find yourself in where you must make decisions.
Next is Mental Models. These are narrative structures that people used to anchor their decisions to, and is core about everything you’ve read about the Red Pill. When you read about Promise Keepers, you are reading a Mental Model. Same as Women being the most responsible teenager in the house.
It’s never meant to be taken literally, but it is meant to be taken seriously. Why? Because it helps you make decisions that are in your own self interest. If I told you the moon was made out of cheese and you started working out 3 days a week, than as far as I’m concerned the moon is Brie. If we can convince ourselves that a dude can put on a wig and smack a chick around on national TV is a legitimate sport, we can convince ourselves of something more beneficial.
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There’s 3 field reports, spaced 4 months apart. If you have read Dread, you know this already. The first report is the first scoreboard. The guy feels regret and is angry at being duped for so long. I wrote about this last week.
If I’m indifferent I default to taking my wife’s frame, thinking ‘what would just make her happy?’ acting on that until I catch myself. When I stop I try to redirect my mind, and live from my deepest core, Whatever the hell that means.
I guess in order to find my deepest core I need to strip away several layers, which, if I’ve interpreted this correctly from The Way of the Superior Male, means that I must pick an ambition and just follow it through and from that I’ll discover deeper ambitions. I need to focus less on creating comfort and pleasing others, and focus more on confronting fears and developing ambition.
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